The Virgin Memoirs

He was tall, dark, handsome, but more importantly, he was rich. She wasn't looking for a man at the time, but if she was going to have one in her life, she wanted one who complimented her. She thought he loved her, just like all the many men in her past. Thinking he was different, although he was clearly the same as all the rest. Giving her heart to an NFL player, thinking it would be different than the time she gave her heart to the rapper, and the R&B singer, and the dope boy. They were all the same, and once again she was heartbroken. Doing everything different this time around, making sure not to open up too fast, yet still having the same ending. But why was she choosing them? Why was she falling for the same type of guys who never had longterm plans for her? Why was it all about sex? Was it the molestation in her childhood? The rape at thirteen? Getting pregnant at sixteen? What was it that led to years in the strip clubs, alcoholism, the men who tarnished her name, becoming a convicted felon, a side chick, and a woman scorned? What was the root of the problem, and when did it all begin? The Virgin Memoirs is the journal of Miah Gamati, as she digs deep into her past to understand why she continues down the same destructive path, and her search to find freedom from the shackles of the industry and the men who dwell in it. Realizing in the end that men are not the answer to filling the void that was left in her long ago. It is a story of a little girl lost too soon, forced to grow into a woman that lived a life that most dream of - or so they think. What it looks like on the outside isn't always what it is on the inside. Many fall victim to the dark side of the industry, and very few are able to overcome and share their story. The Virgin Memoirs is a chilling look at just how cold the hot scene can be, but more importantly, it is a journey to freedom and breaking away from the traps of abuse.